She brings the pre in tend.
To Pretend she likes the presence of you.
Dealing with you has been misleading.
You broke her apart, kept her heart.
In the end it was all Pretend.
Watching him run down the field.
The pan in ic,Started to kick in.
Blood rushing through her veins.
Adrenaline in him, made distance within.
There hearts racing in sync.
Seeing him go brought the Panic within.
The futher he goes Distance travel’s.
No distance could break the bond in sync.
Pan in ic ,Had to give in.
They Panic as reality set in.
I smile when I am happy.
When I’m nervous and sad
When I am proud of him.
To encourage and reassure him.
My smile is the best trait in me.
I never go a day without it.
As we sit on the porch.
With no words in sight.
I know this is were I was meant to be.
Our hands held together.
Feeling the cool breeze.
No words can express.
How the moment feels when.
The Silence of our love.
This is dedicated to you Chuck:
As you stare at your own creation.
You wonder why does she continue to deceive you.
Her heart was broken and her soul still yearning.
The day when everything changed.
Your wife, there mother pasted away.
A quarter of a century just taken away.
Pain and sorrow settled in.
You and your creations were broken.
The yearning for her presence.
Trying to accept the loss seemed even harder.
Depression was spread.
Your caring weeping heart had to let go for them.
Procrastinated for a while.
You started to heal and they followed.
Years later you got the strength to finally make a change.
Yet your creation still hasn’t changed.
Her soul still yearns.
The careless actions repeat.
She still not connected to why her soul weeps.
As you stare at her you know you’ll have to let her go.
Its hard to stare when you can’t connect.
Until she connects your connection will remain disconnected.
As you keep your youngest creation to remain by you.
The patience runs thin.
Your the connection missing within.
When i stare at you and your creations I see.
Her spirit uplifts you and starts to repair the disconnection.
Although there are many changes to come.
All the pain and depression you felt.
Will turn around into a connection so deep.
Embrace her memory as happy as can be.
You may have loved once.
God choose you to live with her spirit in them.
I change for me not for us.
We dont exist in my thoughts.
My sweet soul, is cold towards you.
That one moment was all it took.
I improve and you lose.
You see me rise as our world crumbles.
Try to take me down and i stand even stronger.
All it took was some courage in me.
That one moment, gave me a self promotion.
As the road comes near an end.
You see i have no trust in you.
All it took was that moment.
When my sweet soul turnt against you.